Day 1

It is 2 am and I cannot help overthink every decision I have made in the last few days. I can’t help but ask myself, ‘when is this going to be okay?’ Or ‘does it get better?’ And in between these moments, I cannot keep my sanity intact. I wonder if it is just overthinking or is this my gut feeling telling me something? On somedays, it feels like both, but today it is all clouded by anxiety and there’s nothing but worry. Where do I go from here? Where does all this go from here? Do I find myself again or should I try harder? It is 2 am and I am trying really hard already, so tell me when does this all get better?